Life can be an endless battle between freedom and restriction. While working as a case manager for homeless people, I struggled to develop a mind frame that could lift me out of poverty. On one hand, I was trapped by eternal debt repayment with interest. On the other hand, this line of work was triggering a relapse into the impoverished lifestyle. The pangs of risky freedom struck again. (more…)
In 1998, I finally fled the United States and lived in exile in Hungary. The Iron curtain had fallen, and Hungarians were struggling with inflation as they adapted to a capitalist economy. The atmosphere had an exciting feel of change to it. I also felt the spirit of change and wondered if I could settle down despite my past poverty. How was my poverty different than theirs? Could Hungary offer me an anchor to grow new roots? (more…)
This chapter looks at a period when I taught English in South Korea. For the first time in my life, I was able to save money and dream of a future. I wondered what hope could I offer Korean children for a better future. At the same time, Koreans’ anger against Americans was rapidly increasing due to actions near the US military base in Seoul — and, once again, ghosts from an American past return for a haunting. (more…)
This chapter takes place in Thailand, where I had created a sense of stability for awhile. It makes cross-cultural comparisons with how different cultures respond to poverty. However, the primary focus is placed on the politics of being an American living abroad shortly after the 9-11 crisis. As a seasonal flood begins to destroy my home, I pull out my father’s flag and ask what it still means to me. (more…)
This chapter examines peaceful protest movements and the effectiveness of violence. As the Iraq War begins and billions are spent on military actions abroad, the recession has led to sharply rising unemployment. During a Seattle-based protest, I asked myself if I am willing to accept violence if it leads to social change. (more…)